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거절에의 익숙함, 그러나 그 뒤에 남는 아픔...

거절당하는 일에 익숙해져버렸다.

그래, 그런 일은 나에겐 너무 흔히 일어났으니까,

누구와도 쉽게 친해질 수 없는 모난 성격 때문일까?

빨개진 얼굴을 보일 수 밖에 없는 수줍음 때문일까?


무엇이 되었던 간에 내 탓인걸 알아.

그렇지만 마음이 너무 아파.

난 이 세상에서 점점 소외되어가고 있으니까,


싫어도 싫은 소리 못하고,

함께 하고 싶어도 하고 싶다 말 못하는 그런 사람이니까,

어쩔 수 없이 참아야한다고 그리 생각하는 사람이니까,

누가 봐도 구제불능이겠지.


아파.

누가 날 구해주었으면 하고, 그저 의지없이 지낼 뿐이야. 참 싫다.

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